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I hope he always finds me this amusing and fascinating....

because all I can do is stare at him and when I talk I get this face back, how I don't steal him every day is beyond me

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Big hands for a little boy

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Eli seems to think his daddy is hilarious! D spends all day telling him jokes and Eli spends it laughing at him (inbetween sleeping and stretching)

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Hmmmm yes I enjoy this thing you call "cuddles"...gimme more

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Yahhhh cuddles!! Eli seems much better today, kicking away loads and doing his yoga. Just made me realise how sick he actually was the last few days sleeping all the time. No smiles durning the kangaroo cuddle just grunts of happiness! His head got cold so we had a fashion show with his selection of 2 premmie hats, he was tres chic! 

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Haven't been able to hold him since Wednesday :( but that's all you want to do with a sick baby. I thought his smile wasn't a happy reflex but I snuck my hand in today and gave him my baby finger to grab and I got a huge smile. Made me feel better if anything and he held onto it for ages so I hope he felt better after it too...

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Poor Eli :( they think he has NEC, so dangerous in premmies and just came on him all of a sudden. Rang to see how he was on the way up on the train and they said they were very worried about him and he was getting aload of tests done at the minute. LONGEST train trip of my life... when we got to the hospital he was back on oxygen and a drip and taken off all feeds. Feels like we are back at square one and even further away from home now

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You can never be too old to book your train ticket under a funny name, pleased to meet you I am princess Bananahammock. Shame they didn't put it in the overhead name tag